There are people in your life who you think will be around forever. You let them get so close to you and you think "Maybe this time, the final wall will be breached." But it never happens. And as time passes, that relationship grows more and more strained. It's awkward to start a conversation and as you look at who that person is becoming, you realize you don't like them. It's like that person is backpedaling. But maybe it's you. Maybe you're the one who's going in reverse and the rest of the world is moving forward. And then you panic and try talking to that person and for a while things seem like they used to be. And then more time passes and you realize you were right in the first place: they're reversing. That person has become so completely zoned on one central aspect that they forget there's an entire world outside of it. And it kills you to realize the truth: one more person is gone and they are never coming back.
Whether it's a push I did, or just time stepping in, I'm sorry I lost you.
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